Monday, January 17, 2005

1. i do nt portray you as someone insenstive, heartless.
2. i do nt portray you as someone brand conscious or whatever.
3. i spend every single day missing you

and youre damn pissed with me behind my back and everything.
i reread my words and i knw now it sounds bad. bt i swear, those werent the intentions. i was jst merely saying.
i thought i only had you.
but i was wrong.
i just found out i have nothing. nothing at all.

this is a thousand times worse thn a thousand orientation days at cj.
this is indescribable.
what are best friends for?
yknw you can tell me anyth to my face. (ok maybe nw we cant do it face to face bt still. you can tell me.) and on my birthday?
you dont knw how you hurt me to find things out ths way.

youre a flower in my hair.